Been away so long I don't remember my face That's how long it's been I'd like to tell you what I'm facing now But it ruins everything Been away so long
I'm not coming back, I'm not gonna react, I'm not doing **** for you I'm not sitting around while you are tearing it down around us I'm not living a lie
I'm feeling so afraid 'Cause everything that I do lately makes you angry I've never been so ashamed It really felt like you and me were getting better
Does it matter in the scheme of things While there are killers on the street and people going through bins We got lawyers and pimps all with five faces
Made the toast, burnt the eggs, never got the hang of them Just another other day Caught the bus, forgot the change, looks like I'll be late again Hopefully
You all hate your children They're too fat to feed You're on medication Taking pills to sleep I think I'm doing just fine Compared to what you've been
Odd one, you're never alone I'm here and I will reflect you Both of us basically unattached to anything Or anyone unless we're pretending You live your
The window's cracked, I'm looking out I see her and I'm filled with doubt I don't know if this parking place Is just another empty space Words I've said
Let's do this Faking falls, stop and stall, take it all Fact is I'm taking mine, I'm taking mine Time is up, out of luck Should've stood up when you
If you want to know how far to go to hell Just ask me If you want to see the view from your knees Come down and join me I'm the final straw, the nail
Say my name, Say my name Cause no-one is around you, Say baby I love you if you aren't running games, Say my name, Say my name Your acting kinda shady
Another year has come and gone again Look around and think where have you been Trace the lines on your face tonight And don't forget that this will pass
I live with the life that I made I get from the things that I gave My arms are outstreached I hope for the best And act rich before I get paid I sold
I walk the line of the disappointed I celebrate when I?m in pain My heart and mind can be disjointed I built a bed in this hole I made I recognize
I walk the line of the disappointed I celebrate when I'm in pain My heart and mind can be disjointed And I built a bed in this hole I made I recognize
I've had too many days where I'm ready to break There's gotta be more, there's gotta be more So I incest everything 'cause I'm in it to win Nothing but
Every time I end up breaking you You change into something worth keeping Every time I'm close to saving you You grow into a sin worth believing You're